Thursday, October 06, 2011

between the dreaming & the coming true...

i love making plans. i love having plans. dreams for the future. quite often i have many on the go all @ the same time. ideas and thoughts involving life across the globe or of life right here. some far-fetched, others perfectly feasible. dreams of life in a yurt near the mountains....or, perhaps the ocean, ooooooh...even costa rica?... dreams of adding a new basement & an upstairs loft onto our current home, building a studio in our garage & having all the time in the world to paint & create to my hearts content, living somewhere where sean can use his welding ticket to create as well...building motorcycles in a bike shop in california perhaps? you may as well dream big if you're going to dream. dreams of running a coffee shop with my brother in law, going to art school, becoming a doula, a mid wife, a massage therapist or a chef! owning a coffee shop, baking all sorts of delicious things to share with the world...

there are more i am sure, new ones pop up daily : )

sean always knows that i am feeling antsy when i'm up 'til all hours of the night looking at properties near & far on mls and google earth-ing the ones that i fall in love with.

it's funny tho...this year for the first time in many, i feel more content than i have in ages. more secure in the plans God has for our little family. a peace that has not always been close. in His time, whether near or far. i am where i am.

these dreams...these plans, that once drove me crazy with discontent no longer do so. i suppose that could change, but for now i am content here. here in my cozy home, in three hills, alberta. the future could find us ANYWHERE and this is a very exciting thought...

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