acute and painful. we all feel it, differently and yet the same. our humanity is entwined with it. experiences that change us...eyes open, seeing things in a different light. i am realizing that these last years have been laden with loss....close friends, mentors, our little one. with each loss, the others are brought forth & the feeling remains fresh. these losses......loved ones, friends, things hoped for.... are life altering. i am ever thankful for a world created by God filled with others who have experienced such things. for friends who gather around and support & understand in times of need, for a God who cares enough to make this so and remains present thru it all.....giving us the ability to move forward with eyes open, being able to see clearly the light ahead.